Women’s Illness

I would just like to suggest the possibility that a menstrual cycle is a long term genetic illness which affects most women.  I would also like to suggest that although science states that a women cannot reproduce without a menstrual cycle that we look at the gender of most of these individuals.  As well as the fact that many women go without a cycle for many months whether on birth control or not and still have children.  We need to look at the facts and how they were interpreted instead of just taking “common knowledge” analysis as fact.  

Humans are emotional, science is factual, mixing the two produces false results…

Abuse Redemption

I would love to see a story of how the abusers of abused children and adults are required to receive medical attention.  If anyone is seen for a mental illness regardless of their age or financial stature their immediate family members are also ordered to receive treatment because after all it’s a family disease.  Hasn’t history shown that yet?

When I look at all the problems in the world I see complication by design.  I see a lot of good people and some of those people doing a lot of bad things.  I see embarassment and regret, but most of all I see what most don’t see and that’s ignorance.  Ignorance is meant to be hidden or else we wouldn’t have a word to describe the act of ignoring.  But ignorance isn’t just harmful for what fails to be seen, it’s harmful because of what fails to get done.  Through now since the beginning of time we have constituted a way for some of us to get what we want at the expense of deprivation of other’s, it wasn’t intended to be this way no matter what the books say, it was just a consequence of certain races, sexes, places or whatever not knowing the difference between right and wrong.  But one thing remains constant, we need history to learn from it and unfortunately we made mistakes for the same reason, it doesn’t mean we need to make them anymore.  Now if we look at what’s been said before, what’s been done before, what works, what doesn’t, what makes us feel good what makes us feel bad we form a pattern and that pattern finally gets recognized as our map into the future.  The list for what works and what doesn’t is both equally long and difficult to determine for everyone which is why everyone needs a say.  But as humans we have basic needs, and as a society our wants are simple as our basic needs, traditions can be kept if everyone agrees, but the point is what doesn’t work needs to go.  The negativity which caused such destruction is the hardest thing to decipher and change but once it’s no longer ignored you can see the forest for the trees because your head’s no longer up your ass…Thank you…

I found something very interesting, if you look at the signs and symptoms of various mental illnesses you’ll see that therapists, psychologists, psychiatrists and counselors with all varying ranges of experience, licenses and degrees are actually the one’s suffering from severe mental illnesses themselves.  Look at the signs and symptoms then look at a profession that says:  I can do what I want when I want and you can’t stop me, if you try I’ll just say you’re crazy and I’ll get away with it because I’m licensed to, I look at everything you do and know what you’re thinking at all times, I can judge you, criticize you and you can’t do a thing about it so go ahead and try.  Sounds an awful lot like a bully with severe emotional and mental abnormalities and most likely a little bit of hidden sexual tendancies they don’t want anyone to know about so they’ve created a system that people just can’t get past, hopefully now they can.  The reason I’m bringing this up is because my family has a lot of issues but because I love them so much I didn’t want them in the same cycle of people being abused to get help for being abused so I decided to speak out about it.  Hope I didn’t offend anyone but if I did, get over it…

 

 

Social Media

So, I was kicked off Facebook almost four years ago because my mother decided she didn’t want me to communicate with other people whom she wasn’t in control of.  So, she got her assistant to look up the people I was friends with a started a war in which I admit I was defeated because my account was disabled, I can’t go up against millions of people plus my mother and win so I submitted.  Then my boyfriend said someone hacked into his account and put my mother and sister on his “friends” list, my mother said that it shouldn’t bother me because it was my fault I couldn’t get on there.  Well, let’s just say I don’t give a *** *** **** about anything regarding facebook or it’s pawns.  Then I succombed to the harassing emails of Linkedin, Twitter and Myspace just to prove a point and it worked.  I just almost got kicked off Twitter their reasoning was I sending unwanted tweets to other uses and it was annoying to them.  Well anyone can look on my page and see that the only tweet is this:  “I was told once that the purpose of a father is to protect the children from the mother, isn’t that the opposite of a mother’s purpose?”.  So, I guess on both sites I only offended one person, the one person that no one should ever offend.  But being a mother doesn’t make you perfect, you should make sure you’re close to perfect as you can be before becoming a mother.  So mom, sorry for insulting you, but I just couldn’t think of any other way to tell you what I think…

Exhaustion

I’ve realized something about myself.  There are three kinds of sleep for me.  There’s the “I love life and want to enjoy every moment and sometimes a good nap is just the way to do it”.  Then there’s the “I’m ready to do something my gut and mind are telling me not to so in defense against my perseverance and stubbornness my body drains itself of energy in order to prevent myself from completing a destructive task or tasks”.  Then there’s the third kind which is I hope the one I’m experiencing now and that’s “when I’ve been calm, I’ve been strong, I’ve been smart, I’ve been ruthless, I’ve been patient and I’ve been willing to endure just to survive in this world and then there comes a time when it’s all over, I can collapse, and I just need a break”.  I need all responsibility to be taken off my hands for a little bit and time to reenergize.  I’m thinking what I’m experiencing with it’s bolstering effect, meaning it’s own persistance is that it’s all three.  I love life and I enjoy a good nap. And I do have a habit of going to far and my body does tell me to relax and to just stop so I’m happy to listen.  And I have been through it and through it and through it again, I’ve been “rode hard and put away wet”.  Is it time to stop trying to make some sense of nonsense?  Or is there still some moronic fool thinking they’d love to take another test drive?  Who knows but even if I’m headed for disaster I thank my lucky stars I’ve prepared myself for the fall and built this butt for cushion!

Self Reflection

I hope all those individuals who prefer to prey on the weaknesses of other’s instead of looking at themselves change this year.  I see so much bullying by those who believe they are stronger or prettier or smarter or well they wouldn’t call themselves meaner but that’s what they are.  So many people need to grow up and realize that each person is it’s own force, it’s own world, it’s own mind and it’s own spirit.  You can’t make anyone do something they don’t want to do, and even if you are allowed by your victim to think you’re are winning them over whether in conscious or subconscious their mind is cooking up a rebellion.  But either way it’s today that matters most, no one has time to be anyone’s slave, no one has time to constantly worry about what other people think and how it affects them.  Everyone worry about yourself and everything will be just fine…